all good things come to an end

This week started off fantastic and continued to get better until it took a huge down fall yesterday. Whatever, I guess.

I really don't know what to say or do.

but it hurt worse this time.

eventually all good things come to an end.

all the good things in my life...tend to end pretty quickly.

I' ve gotta babysit tomorrow through the rest of the weekend...

this should be fun.

ha.

the semester is over.

i'm gonna miss ms. get dressed.

is this really happening?

I feel like a jerk.

I probably am.

I'm so confused.

I must say...I love my sister.

"Therefore, my dear brothers and sisters, stand firm. Let nothing move you. Always give yourselves fully to the work of the Lord, because you know that your labor in the Lord is not in vain." -1 Corinthians 15:58

You're about to make me lose what i've been working my whole life to maintain.

i promise not to miss you

This weekend started off pretty good. Friday night I went to mellow mushroom with Lydia and Matt. After mellow mushroom we drove around Columbia and went to the state house. It made me realize how much I miss the way things used to be, and I'm so happy things are back to normal.

Saturday I woke up at 6:45 to take the ACT. JOY. After that I came home and took a nap. Then I went to Matthew's 17th birthday party. That was.....interesting.

Sunday consisted of church, a nap, and then more church.

I realized something this weekend. We live in a world full of selfish people. Myself included. All we want is to please ourselves and we don't care about anybody else. I wish everyone would quit being so centered around themselves and maybe care about someone else every once in a while.

day one.

one confession.

when i leave for college....i'm done with you.

hm.

Today has been by far the best day I've had this week. I'm so glad it's friday. I need a break from school. A long one. Stress is slowly eating me alive. College stuff needs to get over with...and senior concept needs to be over with as well. Five more days of school before Christmas break.

I can do this.

There is a lot on my mind...but you probably don't want to hear it.

my life is boring.

day two.

two smileys that describe me.

1. ;)

2. :)

...how dumb.

"It's nice to be important, but it's more important to be nice."

just quit

I realized something today. I'm sick of seeing people all over each other all the time. CHILL OUT. The last way I want to start my morning is by watching you suck face in the hallway. Sorry, but the last time I checked this wasn't middle school. Grow up. Suck face at home...where I don't have to watch it.

Today started off bad. Today continues to get worse. Mrs. Nobrega needs to chill. If I was late yesterday..and the day before that...and the day before that...you should expect me to be late today. Yelling is gay and it hurts peoples feelings. Find a nicer way to get your point across. I won't be late tomorrow. Happy?

day three.

three turn ons.

1. Sweet.

2. Smells good.

3. Gives good hugs.

btw, I give up on you. For real this time. 

"We say we waste time, but that is impossible. We waste ourselves."

get some

Today was for the most part pretty good. I failed a french test first block..oh well.

Today is Wednesday...you know what that means!?

church tonight :)

day four.

four turn offs.

1. Jacked up teeth...haha.

2. Stink.

3. Overly cocky.
4. Hairy

One confession:

I hate cleaning out the dishwasher.

 "Don't tell God how big your problems are...tell your problems how big your God is."

i'm beginning to realize what i've been missing

I forgot to do this yesterday so I guess I'll give you a recap of the past two days. Yesterday school was pretty awful. I realized how much work I have to do before Christmas break combined with the fact that we aren't taking exams until we come back. I find this extremely stupid. I love having a long break so I can forget everything I've learned right before the test. Senior concept is almost over. Hints the word almost. I've gotta do the speech next week...speeches scare me.

A lot.

Last night was great. Matt and Lydia came over so we could all practice our speeches. We ordered four pizzas, two things of bread sticks, and a two liter dr. pepper. I wanted to throw up I ate so much. It has been a little over a year and a half since we all last hung out together. I've always missed the three of us, but last night made me miss the past even more. I miss being the inseparable three. Something happened last night that i've been waiting for for a little over a year and a half.

Forgive and forget.

You don't realize how much you're gonna miss something or someone...until it's not there.

day five.
five people that mean a lot to me in no specific order.

1. ashlyn leigh boyd
2. matthew ryan wiesen
3. jennifer elaine walling
4. lydia adell royals
5. adam preston catoe

"Treat everyone with politeness, even those who are rude to you.. not because they are nice, but because you are."

Today is sunday. I started the day off with some Jesus time. It doesn't get much better than that. I got to see Matt's dad, Kurt, this morning....It made my week. Now i'm home to spend the rest of the day working on senior concept..which is due tomorrow.

holy crap.

day six.

six things i wish i'd never done.

1. I wish i never slacked off my junior year.

2. I wish i never met you.

3. I wish i would of told someone.

4. I wish i never let you down.

5. I wish i never held what i really felt inside.

6. I wish i never fell for your lies.  

One confession

I wanna be someone someday.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=04wLNGk8xxg



out with the old, in with the new

Yesterday was good. I got to sleep in a little and then head to csu with a couple of my good friends. I've pretty much made up my mind that this is the school for me but there is always that chance it could change. The future scares me, a lot. One thing I do know for sure is that i'm so ready to go to college. To start over. To meet new people. New friends. New scene.

New everything.

day seven.

seven things that cross my mind a lot.

1. I have to pee.

2. Certain people.

3. Text message.

4. College.

5. Shoot, thats due tomorrow.

6. Whatever.

7. Mom, please be quiet.

One confession

You just proved that I was right.

things change

Today was alright. It started off a little rough because ashhole wanted to be a jerk, but matt made it a little better  in the car on the way to school. So thanks m@tthewie$en. First block was boring, as usual. Some girl used my phone...and texted weird things to people....I need to learn how to say no. Second block was fun, as usual. I love ms. gedris's class. Band....well, we won't go there. 

Tomorrow should be great...i'm going to CSU! 

with hayley, matt, and jeremy. :)

day eight.

eight ways to win my heart.

1. CARE.

2. Love the Lord.

3. Be sweet.

4. Be able to listen...even if you don't care.

5. Not pressure me into things you know I don't do.

6. Be trustworthy...

7. Respect me.

8. Make me laugh. 

btw, I love Hayley Elliott. <3

One confession

i refuse to stoop down to your level.

if you only knew the truth

Today was alright, I guess. I need a break from school...already.

day nine. 

1. I'm late to everything, even things I really care about.

2. I hate people that drive under the speed limit.

3. I'm in love.....with Jesus Christ.

4. I have the best friends a girl could ever ask for.

5. I speak sarcasm better than I speak english.

6. I tend to care...way too much.

7. Pizza rolls, pop tarts, and mac and cheese sum up my diet.

8. I was born butt naked.

9. I can't wait to go to college. legit.

one confession:

i'm done pretending i'm over it because i'm not.